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Briana and Jacky....
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Briana and Jacky....
March 26, 2005
Today i met my friend, Jacky.

Before i could even say a word, he ask me, "U know wat is the worst form of abuse?"

And before i could even react, he told me its verbal abuse.

his gf scream at him: U only care about yourself and your money!!

I guess thats the last thing he ever want to hear.

Reason: This Jacky guy is nuts.

Throughout his relationship, he has always been the richer one, with more pocket money than all of us, not to mention his GF. But ironically, he is the one who is always the poorest.

the way they go out and spend money is atrocious, restaraunts, taxis, branded goods...

Jacky even have to repay money back to his gf, and he had to make small notes on how much he ower her, and most of the time,he borrowed because not he want to buy something for himself BUT because he need to spend on her.

Well, i guess Jacky is just trying his best to be good and generous bf.

Well, he thought that maybe when they graduate, things would turn out better.

No was the expected answer.

The situation continues, and the oweing amt just roll and roll, u know like finance charges, and it rolled to a 4 digit amt.

Well, his gf never force him to return it all, but anyway there is not way that he could repay her at all.

Every month, he would spend cleanly, till 0 cents on her, whether its buying food or going out to enjoy.....

Jacky used to be a stingy person. He is the one who can never understand why pple have to use branded bags when its only purpose is to store things, and secondly, it can be easily being framed as a fake.

Till now, he havent got his birthday present, supposedly to be 3 shirts.
the poor thing, i heard he was also bullied on his birthday.

He would always wait for NR7 to go home, when it is sometimes almost impossible to wait for a nightrider.

He used to have a stupid thinking, it doesent matter if her gf spend and spend, as long as he saves, its alright. Well, the problem is that the more he saves, the more she spends.

Everyone has desired wants, and that includes Jacky. He wants to have a dvd writer, and he has been thinking of that for 2 years, but till now, still havent buy, he was still waiting for a great sale opportunity or i sometimes wonder, that he just dun have the money, but wat i heard is that, he just wish to save so that, he can spend on his gf.

There are plenty of things that Jacky wants, and he though that his gf would get it for him, ahaiii

If u were to ask me, the last thing that jacky thought of is himself and money.


Story of John and Belinda
March 18, 2005
Was talking to my dear friend John at one kopi tiam and he told me he is facing difficulties with his relationship and as he talk, tears just dropped.

John is a guy who dunt easily cries, in fact i never see he cry before even when he was having difficulties with his studies or family or friends.

He told me he is always trying and trying and trying to keep the relationship going, but he always face harsh words from his gf. He thinks he might be too sensitive, but then, there will be harsh words, always. He told me he always think of how to satisfy his gf in terms of materials want or service wants. But he is not complaining he did too much... He feels that he is not receiving anything.

I ask him what he wants. He only say one word. "concern"

I know he is not a greedy man, and "concern" was not too much and i tot it was just the most basic in a relationship.

What makes you think she do not care for u? I ask him.
he said he dunno, because he cant think of anything that she cares for him.

He say the topic is always on her alone, the story will always be on her alone, she is the main actress but there is always no main actor.

I was thinking that John is a "yes man" and everything her gf ask, he would say okay no problem, there were not many no for many demands.

John is definitely a easy going person. He told me his gf is not. he say he is always the okay man, but she is always the "you are wrong" woman.

John used to be very thrifty, he is the one who would walk all the way from parkway to his house because he thinks its near and there is no need for taxi.

But as he said, he is not the man he use to be. He would spend generously or even extravagently out of his own limits on his gf but his gf always think that her money is her own money and its only right that guys are the one who pay for eveything.

I guess that is nothing wrong, but can u believe she is calculative even over a few dollars when John has already spend hundreds to thousands in a few months time on her.

John loves computer gadgets though, thrifty, he would always spend generously on his pc once a year, i learn from him that he has actually got a second hand downgraded pc for the past 4 over years

I told him, it is difficult to compare him and his gf because they are suppose to blend with each other.

he told me if one party is not budging at all, how is he to blend???

He told me he cant breathe at all when he was with his gf, he was never at ease.
He told me he is not the man he used to be. He could only relax at his own home, and he told me he feels very lonely.

he just want to sleep and sleep and sleep at times, and work and work and work.
Then i ask him what he wants to do?

he told me there is nothing he can do except to walk one step, see one step.