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April 25, 2005
yr most miserable time maybe your marketing paper or yr dbs job or even yr quarrel with yr mum but my most misearble time is now, why did u still doubt my efforts to keep this r/s going? i dun mind u not giving me any present or aprpeaciting me or not beliving me when i was really sick or made me do household chores or the way u made me run all overspore or the way u made me buy gifts or the way u made me spend all my time and money on u or even broke my dream of u going to my convocation but when u doubt my effort into giving u a better life or even doubt my effort into imporving myself for u, u have totally broken my heart, i convince myself its not true but i realise for the past 5 years i have still not becaome wat u wanted, im tired ni cant fulfilled yr dreams.. I have acepted teh way u are since the beginning of the r/s n i have been contsantly changing to accomodate u n i do not have any expectation of u, all i ask is that u love me for wat i am, u have fulfiled my expectation but i will never be able to keep up to yr expecatations....
why?
April 24, 2005
it was a sad day for Jack.
if somebody quarrel with u over something, then suddenly ask for a period of separation, and the reason got nothing to do with the quarrel.......
the reason is that
she want to use this period to think over this r/s and advise jack that he should be thinking about what she always wanted to he to achieved in life. And not dwell on why she is doing this to him....
she even claims that Jack only know how to buy presents, to beg for forgiveness and calling her friends to help out.
She claims she wants a bf who wants goals and achievement in life....
she even claims that he is contented with life n gave up things because i cant face failure and brush the topic off with excuses like no time and no money....
and she hopes that it would be nice to him driving in his father's car.......
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He really dunno wat to say....
All the while, he buys the presents to make her happy because thats what she asked for, and definintely not to beg for forgiveness.
If both parties dun give in, then who gives in?
He was naively thinking as long as i give in, the quarrel will be over, and she should realise its her fault........till date.... 5 years and the situation is still the same....
And he is glad to call his friend who have given him valueable advices....
and he totally cannot stand that when she claims that he is contented with life n gave up things.........
He was never contented.....but the fact its that i got no time and money.
for 5 years, errands was endless, trouble is always brewing, money was never saved...
even till date haha i got only around 50 dollars, and i have lived for 26 years
with income reaching 2.5 a month....with debts too.....
and the only failure i have is failing my driving test and knowing her......
He wanted to ask her,
why didnt u say this when u are facing problem with her studies....
why didnt u say this when u are facing problem with her job...
all along the 5 years, he was the one supporting her all the way.
no matter in studies or finding the perfect job...........
why did u only say this, when u have finally graduated and find a job of yr dreams, and suddenly realise yr bf is still not good enough....
why?
all along its only on what she wanted
i was never in the picture......
till today i realise i was never in her picture....
though i was sad, i refused to drop a tear again.......
if somebody quarrel with u over something, then suddenly ask for a period of separation, and the reason got nothing to do with the quarrel.......
the reason is that
she want to use this period to think over this r/s and advise jack that he should be thinking about what she always wanted to he to achieved in life. And not dwell on why she is doing this to him....
she even claims that Jack only know how to buy presents, to beg for forgiveness and calling her friends to help out.
She claims she wants a bf who wants goals and achievement in life....
she even claims that he is contented with life n gave up things because i cant face failure and brush the topic off with excuses like no time and no money....
and she hopes that it would be nice to him driving in his father's car.......
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He really dunno wat to say....
All the while, he buys the presents to make her happy because thats what she asked for, and definintely not to beg for forgiveness.
If both parties dun give in, then who gives in?
He was naively thinking as long as i give in, the quarrel will be over, and she should realise its her fault........till date.... 5 years and the situation is still the same....
And he is glad to call his friend who have given him valueable advices....
and he totally cannot stand that when she claims that he is contented with life n gave up things.........
He was never contented.....but the fact its that i got no time and money.
for 5 years, errands was endless, trouble is always brewing, money was never saved...
even till date haha i got only around 50 dollars, and i have lived for 26 years
with income reaching 2.5 a month....with debts too.....
and the only failure i have is failing my driving test and knowing her......
He wanted to ask her,
why didnt u say this when u are facing problem with her studies....
why didnt u say this when u are facing problem with her job...
all along the 5 years, he was the one supporting her all the way.
no matter in studies or finding the perfect job...........
why did u only say this, when u have finally graduated and find a job of yr dreams, and suddenly realise yr bf is still not good enough....
why?
all along its only on what she wanted
i was never in the picture......
till today i realise i was never in her picture....
though i was sad, i refused to drop a tear again.......
the story of SWS
April 18, 2005
i believe most have watch "see left turn see right turn", but this got nothing to do with it.
instead of using a name, i shall call this guy SWS, a good friend of mine.
Today was a sad day for him, he couldnt do his work at all. he got scolded by customer as he cant concentrate. he went to the toilet a couple of times and i saw his tears drop on one occasion, i asked him, got nasty customer? Nah, he say, he got r/s problem.
he wouldnt say, so i didnt probe.
But he never go out for lunch at all, just siting at the pantry staring at his hp.
i saw his tears drop again.
this time, i just sit beside him, maybe i very kpo, but i was concerned.
his gf wanted to take a break and stop seeing him for a while.
well, its no big deal, since its not a break up.
He told me, that her gf is already something that cannot be excluded out of his life.
Its like his own hands or legs, if he dun see her, he cant function...
.............
till the end of the day, we meet for kopi in the evening though i could see that he
is in no mood.
They had a big quarrel last week, both were hurt, he scream at her, and left out of the door, vowed never to see her again.
she also did something terrible to him, that make him walk all the way home from her house to his house.
He told me he went to her gf house just now, to help her record something. I tot, har? u all patched already? no, it was just something he wanted to do for her as he had promised her.
then he told me he jogged all the way back, crying...
he told his tears dropped every where, in the bus, in the interchange, he tot if he were to excercise, he would stop crying, but he was wrong.
Somehow i suspected he use jogging as a excuse to cry cause i believe he dun wan his parents to know.
tears dropped again.
i shant disturb him anymore
instead of using a name, i shall call this guy SWS, a good friend of mine.
Today was a sad day for him, he couldnt do his work at all. he got scolded by customer as he cant concentrate. he went to the toilet a couple of times and i saw his tears drop on one occasion, i asked him, got nasty customer? Nah, he say, he got r/s problem.
he wouldnt say, so i didnt probe.
But he never go out for lunch at all, just siting at the pantry staring at his hp.
i saw his tears drop again.
this time, i just sit beside him, maybe i very kpo, but i was concerned.
his gf wanted to take a break and stop seeing him for a while.
well, its no big deal, since its not a break up.
He told me, that her gf is already something that cannot be excluded out of his life.
Its like his own hands or legs, if he dun see her, he cant function...
.............
till the end of the day, we meet for kopi in the evening though i could see that he
is in no mood.
They had a big quarrel last week, both were hurt, he scream at her, and left out of the door, vowed never to see her again.
she also did something terrible to him, that make him walk all the way home from her house to his house.
He told me he went to her gf house just now, to help her record something. I tot, har? u all patched already? no, it was just something he wanted to do for her as he had promised her.
then he told me he jogged all the way back, crying...
he told his tears dropped every where, in the bus, in the interchange, he tot if he were to excercise, he would stop crying, but he was wrong.
Somehow i suspected he use jogging as a excuse to cry cause i believe he dun wan his parents to know.
tears dropped again.
i shant disturb him anymore
The Kathib Incident
April 17, 2005
Suddenly I recall this, recently I have been thinking alot.
This incident is because my gf scared that her cheque would be lost in the mail.
okay
it all started when she got this temp job from addeco, i think should be addeco, and they pay by cheque. Thanks to her mistrust of the Singapore Post, I had to be the courier.
Weeee, it was a long trip, from Aljunied till Kathib, i think it takes 40 min to reach and another 40 mins to come back.....
Thats it for the kathib incident,
i never like kathib after this... hehehe
This incident is because my gf scared that her cheque would be lost in the mail.
okay
it all started when she got this temp job from addeco, i think should be addeco, and they pay by cheque. Thanks to her mistrust of the Singapore Post, I had to be the courier.
Weeee, it was a long trip, from Aljunied till Kathib, i think it takes 40 min to reach and another 40 mins to come back.....
Thats it for the kathib incident,
i never like kathib after this... hehehe
3 days...
April 16, 2005
Its been 3 days since WS saw WT.
WS does not know wat to expect. To continue to walk this path or not. WS is so sad so sad so sad so sad. If WS is sad, will WT be as sad? Does WT knows that WS is sad?
WS have done many crazy things for WT. If this is love, then does WT know wat is love?
I have been asking myself wat is love?
Is it to always compromise?
Is it to always overlook yr partner's weakness and only notice yr partner's strength?
Is it to always give in?
Is it ............................................
why does it have to be so complicated when it can be simple?
If WS does not let WT knows that he is sad, does it mean that WT will never know?
WS does not know wat to expect. To continue to walk this path or not. WS is so sad so sad so sad so sad. If WS is sad, will WT be as sad? Does WT knows that WS is sad?
WS have done many crazy things for WT. If this is love, then does WT know wat is love?
I have been asking myself wat is love?
Is it to always compromise?
Is it to always overlook yr partner's weakness and only notice yr partner's strength?
Is it to always give in?
Is it ............................................
why does it have to be so complicated when it can be simple?
If WS does not let WT knows that he is sad, does it mean that WT will never know?
James and Betty
April 15, 2005
I have been telling alot of sad stories
and i can tell u the next one is even worse
it was a simple quarrel which turn out to be damn complicated.
James was supposed to record some shows for Betty, but it turns out that
James was not able to record them as his own familes are recording other shows at the same time.
James thought he was clever to offer to buy Betty a vcr and dvd combo as Betty had to watch vcd in the laptop and the screen is so small.
the quarrel began on why the show cant be recorded in his family and had to buy a player to do that.
james totally was held back and wonder what in the hell that she was so pissed off.
She even went to the fact that james family is more important than her.
james dunno wat logic is this?? But from wat i know, if a women got some logic, she isnt women. I heard that Betty is always like this, always so petty, just like what i will say.... "as petty as a betty". She is always spotting on small details and mistake and would keep on dig and dig on it.
Of course, james blew up, the intention of a gift became a quarrel.
James can no longer stand it and walk out of the house.
Betty would just keep scolding and scolding and scolding. Betty insist that James return her all her money. But i can tell u James is quite well off, and there is no way James could owe her money because James only buy things for her gf.
it turns out that James is damn broke and over the years of relationship, he would promise that he would fork out this amt for that gift and that amount for that makeup, and it just accumulate to 2000 over.
The funny thing is that his gf's gift just gets better but the debts didnt get smaller. James has been working for more than a year, but u would be surprise that he only have 60 over dollars in his account.
the next tragic thing that happen was after he angrily walked home, his gf kept calling and smsing, threatening him.......James refused to picked till when his gf say that her eyes were in pain.
James was worried and caller her back but it turn out to be another trashing incident where his gf just keep on screaming.
Finally 30 mins later, Betty sms to say that she need help as she had forgotten to take her medcine out while she is on her way to work. james didnt say a single word and went to her house to get the medcine, but as there is no one at home, James offer to go to her office to get her keys then back to her house to get her med then back to her office, i can tell u the location is east vs west. Betty said that it would be too long and she say that she would go and buy the medicine.
James decided to buy the vcr / dvd player even though he is damn pissed and was boarding the bus to realise that his transitlink card got no giro to deduct.
it was strange because he knew he still have 60 plus.
it turn out that her gf have transfered everything out of his savings acct through internet banking
i can tell u, James is not angry. I would say he is more say than angry. and Betty returned his money after deducting the medicine money ( har???).
and even demanded that James apologized and want to see the player in her house by today.
James couldnt take it and just walked home, it was an hour walk.
and the heaven dun even pity him and it rained.
James swallowed in all his tears.
u know, if u were to ask me, love is a terrible thing....
and i can tell u the next one is even worse
it was a simple quarrel which turn out to be damn complicated.
James was supposed to record some shows for Betty, but it turns out that
James was not able to record them as his own familes are recording other shows at the same time.
James thought he was clever to offer to buy Betty a vcr and dvd combo as Betty had to watch vcd in the laptop and the screen is so small.
the quarrel began on why the show cant be recorded in his family and had to buy a player to do that.
james totally was held back and wonder what in the hell that she was so pissed off.
She even went to the fact that james family is more important than her.
james dunno wat logic is this?? But from wat i know, if a women got some logic, she isnt women. I heard that Betty is always like this, always so petty, just like what i will say.... "as petty as a betty". She is always spotting on small details and mistake and would keep on dig and dig on it.
Of course, james blew up, the intention of a gift became a quarrel.
James can no longer stand it and walk out of the house.
Betty would just keep scolding and scolding and scolding. Betty insist that James return her all her money. But i can tell u James is quite well off, and there is no way James could owe her money because James only buy things for her gf.
it turns out that James is damn broke and over the years of relationship, he would promise that he would fork out this amt for that gift and that amount for that makeup, and it just accumulate to 2000 over.
The funny thing is that his gf's gift just gets better but the debts didnt get smaller. James has been working for more than a year, but u would be surprise that he only have 60 over dollars in his account.
the next tragic thing that happen was after he angrily walked home, his gf kept calling and smsing, threatening him.......James refused to picked till when his gf say that her eyes were in pain.
James was worried and caller her back but it turn out to be another trashing incident where his gf just keep on screaming.
Finally 30 mins later, Betty sms to say that she need help as she had forgotten to take her medcine out while she is on her way to work. james didnt say a single word and went to her house to get the medcine, but as there is no one at home, James offer to go to her office to get her keys then back to her house to get her med then back to her office, i can tell u the location is east vs west. Betty said that it would be too long and she say that she would go and buy the medicine.
James decided to buy the vcr / dvd player even though he is damn pissed and was boarding the bus to realise that his transitlink card got no giro to deduct.
it was strange because he knew he still have 60 plus.
it turn out that her gf have transfered everything out of his savings acct through internet banking
i can tell u, James is not angry. I would say he is more say than angry. and Betty returned his money after deducting the medicine money ( har???).
and even demanded that James apologized and want to see the player in her house by today.
James couldnt take it and just walked home, it was an hour walk.
and the heaven dun even pity him and it rained.
James swallowed in all his tears.
u know, if u were to ask me, love is a terrible thing....
