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Because of you
October 25, 2005
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
The below is a twinkle twinkle little star --- bollywood version!!
power!
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
The below is a twinkle twinkle little star --- bollywood version!!
power!
SMS and eggs and sugars
October 17, 2005
慧琳 - 短消息[国语新碟接力主打]
作曲：周传雄
还是留著你寄来的短消息
总是眷惜舍不得删去
因为这是如今和你 唯一留下来的关系
我靠这样沉溺 继续著呼吸
＊有些事情 你永远不会忘记
我猜这就是刻骨铭心
有谁听到我的叹息 夜深人静时的哭泣
这寂寞空气多令人窒息＊
＃我多麼爱你 又多麼想你
热恋时你send的永恒咒语
忍不住翻寻 痛苦又甜蜜
像刀子般一刀刀割在心里
感动的回忆 相似的字句
生日祝福生动的灼伤眼睛
明明想忘记 却藏著痕迹
多麼痛恨这样矛盾的情绪
(谁能把我从这深渊里逃离)＃
have you ever wondered whats the special sms that is stored in your partner's special folder?
well, till date i got 250 msgs saved, whether its lovey dovey or nasty wordings.
and i guess i would be rather disappointed if my partner dun have any or even worse, ...other pple's sms...
anyway just got back from my Batam trip with my gf...
She wanted to sun bath there, also dunno why, Batam's sun more powerful meh?
we were there from sun till monday, and it rain on both freaking days.
Yeah no need to sun bath OH so sad....i wanna sun bathe...
anyway we even quarrelled on some really healthy issues
eggs and sugar...
too much eggs and using unhealthy sugar....
not that i eat eggs everyday.... but the Holiday's Inn morning buffet got omelette and fried eggs and soft boil eggs...
i just wanna eat all mah.... then nvm, since she said the word, ok, dun eat dun eat loh
then i cant even drink my tea in peace, yeah i should use the good healthy sugar subsitutte...
u can tell me all that when u quit smoking
okie anyway, im home alone, my parents went to jiu zhai guo...
and i had to clear 3 cats' shit
what the hell do i have so many cats for wat?
and i dunno... does cats watch TV too?
maybe i had been watching too many vampire shows, anyway now watching Ma Xiao Ling again, the old series, Joe had a date with the vampire 2.
and this is wat happen to my cats.....
Before i on the TV
After I on the TV
作曲：周传雄
还是留著你寄来的短消息
总是眷惜舍不得删去
因为这是如今和你 唯一留下来的关系
我靠这样沉溺 继续著呼吸
＊有些事情 你永远不会忘记
我猜这就是刻骨铭心
有谁听到我的叹息 夜深人静时的哭泣
这寂寞空气多令人窒息＊
＃我多麼爱你 又多麼想你
热恋时你send的永恒咒语
忍不住翻寻 痛苦又甜蜜
像刀子般一刀刀割在心里
感动的回忆 相似的字句
生日祝福生动的灼伤眼睛
明明想忘记 却藏著痕迹
多麼痛恨这样矛盾的情绪
(谁能把我从这深渊里逃离)＃
have you ever wondered whats the special sms that is stored in your partner's special folder?
well, till date i got 250 msgs saved, whether its lovey dovey or nasty wordings.
and i guess i would be rather disappointed if my partner dun have any or even worse, ...other pple's sms...
anyway just got back from my Batam trip with my gf...
She wanted to sun bath there, also dunno why, Batam's sun more powerful meh?
we were there from sun till monday, and it rain on both freaking days.
anyway we even quarrelled on some really healthy issues
eggs and sugar...
too much eggs and using unhealthy sugar....
not that i eat eggs everyday.... but the Holiday's Inn morning buffet got omelette and fried eggs and soft boil eggs...
i just wanna eat all mah.... then nvm, since she said the word, ok, dun eat dun eat loh
then i cant even drink my tea in peace, yeah i should use the good healthy sugar subsitutte...
u can tell me all that when u quit smoking
okie anyway, im home alone, my parents went to jiu zhai guo...
and i had to clear 3 cats' shit
what the hell do i have so many cats for wat?
and i dunno... does cats watch TV too?
maybe i had been watching too many vampire shows, anyway now watching Ma Xiao Ling again, the old series, Joe had a date with the vampire 2.
and this is wat happen to my cats.....
Before i on the TV
After I on the TV
Statistics is now 90%
October 13, 2005
OK i wish i score that, but i didnt, at least not on Monday Nite.
Statistics has shown that the chances of me losing at Jason house is 95% .
I dunno if the fengshui ke me or wat or if its Jason's mascots, xiao qing and rocky, but I have only win once at his house...
but as ma xiao ling's dad would say, xiang xin jiu win yin, bu xiang xin jiu bu nen yin, 相信就能贏， 不向信就不能贏。
Hopes were dim as its the Bei Feng Bei 北風北 round already, and i am still down....
But i am not going to resign and i perserve though the chance of winning is quite slim as my winning tile is the ka long...
i was thinking of
let me win, let me win, let me win,let me win,let me win,let me win if not i never want to go Jason house again....
...
...
then i zhi mo 自摸 that ka long...5 fan max out....
Yeah!!!!!!!!
Like i say, god is fair, buddha is fair, allah is fair....
Statistics is now 90%.
and 5000 naked people is cheering for me
Happy?
October 11, 2005
my wishlist
October 10, 2005
i wish you will stop smoking
i wish you will read my blog
i wish you will care about me
i wish you will take notice of me
i wish you will think of the future
i wish you will stand in my shoes
i wish you will share my burden
i wish to have new sneakers
i wish to have o2 xda mini (black)
i wish to have a PS2
i wish to have Happy Clinique perfume
i wish to have my own blades
i wish to have a 5.1 mega pixels camera
i wish to be happy
i wish you will read my blog
i wish you will care about me
i wish you will take notice of me
i wish you will think of the future
i wish you will stand in my shoes
i wish you will share my burden
i wish to have o2 xda mini (black)
i wish to have a PS2
i wish to have Happy Clinique perfume
i wish to have my own blades
i wish to have a 5.1 mega pixels camera
i wish to be happy
for my mahjong kaki cheryl and lyn
October 09, 2005
Avantgo
this is a must for all pocket pcs.
slowly explore
ppcsg
very good forum on pocket pcs and many links to download freewares
imserba for symbian phones
sonic ngage install blizard 1st, then u can install sonic
symbian applications
games
this is a must for all pocket pcs.
slowly explore
ppcsg
very good forum on pocket pcs and many links to download freewares
imserba for symbian phones
sonic ngage install blizard 1st, then u can install sonic
symbian applications
games
you are fucked up
October 07, 2005
My life is sucky.
My love is fucked up.
I saw a devil.
Of that I'm sure.
She grinned at me at the pub.
She was already drunk.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're fucked up. You're fucked up.
You're fucked up, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're fucked up. You're fucked up.
You're fucked up, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're fucked up. You're fucked up.
You're fucked up, it's true.
There must be a devil with a grin on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
My love is fucked up.
I saw a devil.
Of that I'm sure.
She grinned at me at the pub.
She was already drunk.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're fucked up. You're fucked up.
You're fucked up, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're fucked up. You're fucked up.
You're fucked up, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're fucked up. You're fucked up.
You're fucked up, it's true.
There must be a devil with a grin on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
You are beautiful...
October 06, 2005
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
sick...
October 03, 2005
i am no longer the guy who will stand all your nonsense
i am no longer the guy who will succumb to your tears
i am no longer the guy who will just accept like a puppet
i am no longer the guy who will keep all my misery to myself
i am no longer the guy who will trust all you said
i am no longer the guy that you used to know
im sick but no one can help me.
i am no longer the guy who will succumb to your tears
i am no longer the guy who will just accept like a puppet
i am no longer the guy who will keep all my misery to myself
i am no longer the guy who will trust all you said
i am no longer the guy that you used to know
im sick but no one can help me.
