my final reply
April 25, 2005
yr most miserable time maybe your marketing paper or yr dbs job or even yr quarrel with yr mum but my most misearble time is now, why did u still doubt my efforts to keep this r/s going? i dun mind u not giving me any present or aprpeaciting me or not beliving me when i was really sick or made me do household chores or the way u made me run all overspore or the way u made me buy gifts or the way u made me spend all my time and money on u or even broke my dream of u going to my convocation but when u doubt my effort into giving u a better life or even doubt my effort into imporving myself for u, u have totally broken my heart, i convince myself its not true but i realise for the past 5 years i have still not becaome wat u wanted, im tired ni cant fulfilled yr dreams.. I have acepted teh way u are since the beginning of the r/s n i have been contsantly changing to accomodate u n i do not have any expectation of u, all i ask is that u love me for wat i am, u have fulfiled my expectation but i will never be able to keep up to yr expecatations....