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why?
April 24, 2005
it was a sad day for Jack.

if somebody quarrel with u over something, then suddenly ask for a period of separation, and the reason got nothing to do with the quarrel.......

the reason is that
she want to use this period to think over this r/s and advise jack that he should be thinking about what she always wanted to he to achieved in life. And not dwell on why she is doing this to him....

she even claims that Jack only know how to buy presents, to beg for forgiveness and calling her friends to help out.

She claims she wants a bf who wants goals and achievement in life....

she even claims that he is contented with life n gave up things because i cant face failure and brush the topic off with excuses like no time and no money....

and she hopes that it would be nice to him driving in his father's car.......

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He really dunno wat to say....
All the while, he buys the presents to make her happy because thats what she asked for, and definintely not to beg for forgiveness.
If both parties dun give in, then who gives in?
He was naively thinking as long as i give in, the quarrel will be over, and she should realise its her fault........till date.... 5 years and the situation is still the same....
And he is glad to call his friend who have given him valueable advices....

and he totally cannot stand that when she claims that he is contented with life n gave up things.........

He was never contented.....but the fact its that i got no time and money.
for 5 years, errands was endless, trouble is always brewing, money was never saved...

even till date haha i got only around 50 dollars, and i have lived for 26 years
with income reaching 2.5 a month....with debts too.....

and the only failure i have is failing my driving test and knowing her......

He wanted to ask her,
why didnt u say this when u are facing problem with her studies....
why didnt u say this when u are facing problem with her job...
all along the 5 years, he was the one supporting her all the way.
no matter in studies or finding the perfect job...........
why did u only say this, when u have finally graduated and find a job of yr dreams, and suddenly realise yr bf is still not good enough....
why?


all along its only on what she wanted

i was never in the picture......
till today i realise i was never in her picture....

though i was sad, i refused to drop a tear again.......