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Today I met a chio gal for dinner
July 08, 2005
Janice was quiet through out the night, and not that the dinner was not to her liking, but something was wrong.
Janice asked whether he can stay.
the immediate reply in a split second was no.
Janice would have say yes if it was her.
Janice keep drinking the tea not because the tea was damn nice, but she had to drink something hot to keep her mouth from trembling and tears from flowing.
whether it was tears of happiness or tears of sadness, Janice do not know.
though she knows its better to know nothing than to know all, its saddening to her cause at least she knows half...
for all she knows, a simple sorry would not cure her heart, even if
he brings the moon down, her heart is no longer complete.
What janice has gone through, he will not know and he will never know.
Though Janice do not wish to end this, there were no ways to find her broken pieces of heart.
Cause there are no helping hands at all, and no one would help her find, not even he, at least for now because his trip and friends and colleagues are more important and its very significant.
Janice expected the answer no, though deep down inside, that was not wat she want.
Janice rather she didnt know anything...
and Janice decided that she no longer want to bother anything abt him, anything, to Janice, he has became a stranger.
and till now, he still has not prove how much he love Janice, only words no action...
Janice asked whether he can stay.
the immediate reply in a split second was no.
Janice would have say yes if it was her.
Janice keep drinking the tea not because the tea was damn nice, but she had to drink something hot to keep her mouth from trembling and tears from flowing.
whether it was tears of happiness or tears of sadness, Janice do not know.
though she knows its better to know nothing than to know all, its saddening to her cause at least she knows half...
for all she knows, a simple sorry would not cure her heart, even if
he brings the moon down, her heart is no longer complete.
What janice has gone through, he will not know and he will never know.
Though Janice do not wish to end this, there were no ways to find her broken pieces of heart.
Cause there are no helping hands at all, and no one would help her find, not even he, at least for now because his trip and friends and colleagues are more important and its very significant.
Janice expected the answer no, though deep down inside, that was not wat she want.
Janice rather she didnt know anything...
and Janice decided that she no longer want to bother anything abt him, anything, to Janice, he has became a stranger.
and till now, he still has not prove how much he love Janice, only words no action...
