My Birthday Wishes
November 30, 2005
Here is the original Numa Numa Dance Song. The song is entitled 'Dragostea Din Tea' by the Romanian pop band 'O-Zone.' Lip sync and dance by 'Gary Brolsma.'
My first flowers...
November 26, 2005


Yes
its the 1st time i send flowers to her office......
no no, its not the 1st time i gave her flowers, but its the 1st time she receivedin the office.
.....
and its not the flowers i bought in the Bedok Market near the interchange....
i tot the flowers there wrapped very nice.....
so i guess some florists wrapped even better.....
....
but this bouquet very nice...
maybe i should do this often......
Disappointment...
November 17, 2005
i was disappointed, so i was....over many things.
Nevertheless, I would brace myself.
yeah!!!
Nevertheless, I would brace myself.
yeah!!!
depress...
November 15, 2005
haiz
i am depressed for exactly 15 days liao
i think i am sick, dunno like that can get MC for depression or not....
this is wat i had google search
Symptoms of Depression
i am depressed for exactly 15 days liao
i think i am sick, dunno like that can get MC for depression or not....
this is wat i had google search
Symptoms of Depression
- You feel miserable and sad.-----True for 15 days
- You feel exhausted a lot of the time with no energy .----False, still got enery to type blog leh
- You feel as if even the smallest tasks are sometimes impossible.---False, still can go and pee in the toilet
- You seldom enjoy the things that you used to enjoy-you may be off sex or food or may 'comfort eat' to excess.----True, now i dun enjoy anything i do...maybe except for mahjong
- You feel very anxious sometimes. ----False, in fact i feel stony
- You don't want to see people or are scared to be left alone. Social activity may feel hard or impossible.-----False, i rather go office then be alone.
- You find it difficult to think clearly.---True--- i totally cant think
- You feel like a failure and/or feel guilty a lot of the time.---True, i didnt seem to achieve anything
- You feel a burden to others.----True---i am a useless piece of shit
- You sometimes feel that life isn't worth living. ----False.......
- You can see no future. There is a loss of hope. You feel all you've ever done is make mistakes and that's all that you ever will do.----True, i had made so many mistakes
- You feel irritable or angry more than usual.---True
- You feel you have no confidence.---True
- You spend a lot of time thinking about what has gone wrong, what will go wrong or what is wrong about yourself as a person. You may also feel guilty sometimes about being critical of others (or even thinking critically about them).---True
- You feel that life is unfair.---True
- You have difficulty sleeping or wake up very early in the morning and can't sleep again. You seem to dream all night long and sometimes have disturbing dreams.--- False, i sleep like a pig
我不甘願
November 13, 2005
so i realise
原來我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
dun i deserve any better?
i realise i am still like a small kid
.........
原來我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
dun i deserve any better?
i realise i am still like a small kid
.........
i remember the time
November 09, 2005
珊瑚海 - 周杰伦/Lara
男:爱拼命云端开始阴霾 悲伤要怎麼平静重来
花的狠笑是种假的 淹没千千的无奈
女:你用唇语说你要离开 男:情不在
合:他难过无声的留下来 汹涌潮水
一定明白 可是让人湿泪喊
男:转身离开 认真说不出来
女:你有话说不出来
合:海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
男:我们的爱 争议一直存在
女:给的爱 争议一直存在 回不来
男:永久真爱 竟累积成伤害
女:等待经历几次伤害
合:转身离开 分手说不出来
蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
男:当初彼此 不够成熟坦白
女:你有我的 不够成熟坦白 不应该
男:热情不改 笑容隐藏不来
女:你的笑容勉强不来 合:爱深埋珊瑚海
男:毁坏的沙雕如何重来 有裂痕的爱怎麼重改
只是一切 结束太快 你说你 无法释怀
女:悲歌里隐藏什麼期待 男:等花儿开
合:我们也已经无心再猜
女:脸上海风 男:脸上海风
女:咸咸的爱 男:咸咸的爱
合:嚐不出还有未来
i remember the time when you were so anxious about yr A level results
and you have told me repeatedly not to come
but after knowing u did not do very well,
i came immediately
though i do not know why yr tears drop when u see me
and its not because of the poor results
i can still remember u saying that u would not have cry if u didnt see me.
at that time, i do not know why
now i noe why
though i have got tons of reassurance, nothing worse could had happen
i was glad to have your sms
男:爱拼命云端开始阴霾 悲伤要怎麼平静重来
花的狠笑是种假的 淹没千千的无奈
女:你用唇语说你要离开 男:情不在
合:他难过无声的留下来 汹涌潮水
一定明白 可是让人湿泪喊
男:转身离开 认真说不出来
女:你有话说不出来
合:海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
男:我们的爱 争议一直存在
女:给的爱 争议一直存在 回不来
男:永久真爱 竟累积成伤害
女:等待经历几次伤害
合:转身离开 分手说不出来
蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
男:当初彼此 不够成熟坦白
女:你有我的 不够成熟坦白 不应该
男:热情不改 笑容隐藏不来
女:你的笑容勉强不来 合:爱深埋珊瑚海
男:毁坏的沙雕如何重来 有裂痕的爱怎麼重改
只是一切 结束太快 你说你 无法释怀
女:悲歌里隐藏什麼期待 男:等花儿开
合:我们也已经无心再猜
女:脸上海风 男:脸上海风
女:咸咸的爱 男:咸咸的爱
合:嚐不出还有未来
i remember the time when you were so anxious about yr A level results
and you have told me repeatedly not to come
but after knowing u did not do very well,
i came immediately
though i do not know why yr tears drop when u see me
and its not because of the poor results
i can still remember u saying that u would not have cry if u didnt see me.
at that time, i do not know why
now i noe why
though i have got tons of reassurance, nothing worse could had happen
i was glad to have your sms
The macdonald outside LIDO is selling milkshake
November 07, 2005
《太多》
作词:陈绮贞
作曲:陈绮贞
编曲:陈建骐
喜欢一个人孤独的时刻 但不能喜欢太多
在地铁站或美术馆 孤独像睡眠一样餵养我
以永无止尽的坠落 需要音乐取暖
喜欢一个人孤独的时刻 但不能喜欢太多
喜欢一个喝著红酒的女孩 在下雨音乐奏起的时候
把她送上铁塔给全世界的人写明信片
像一只鸟在最高的地方 歌声嘹亮
喜欢一个喝著红酒的女孩 但不能喜欢太多
喜欢一个阳光照射的角落 但不能喜欢太多
是幼稚园的小朋友 笑声像睡眠一样打扰我
我们轻轻的挥一挥手 凝结照片的伤口
我喜欢一个阳光照射的角落 但不能喜欢太多
喜欢一个人孤独的时刻 但不能喜欢 太多
today was sure a boring day
thanks to my company's good welfare
i had to work THREE FULL Weekends
I have just finished working the 1st sat sun.
today and tomorrow off, monday tuesday off, damn siannnnnnnnn
today was sure a lonely day
i only sleep eat shit today
the past week was a damn sad week
I screw up my work
think going kanna force to resign liao
help people wash jacket
a 199 dollar jacket also washed till colour all faded
my two cats fight for the 1st time, in the end i got blood all over my arm with many long scratches, i think i need to go for cosmetic surgery liao
even yr gf will say something that she is not obligated to go out with me....
the talk about obligation....
so am I obligated to pay for her handphone bills
so am I obligated to pay for her scv bills
so am I obligated to pay for her trips
maybe i am the world stupidest carrot head.....that had been "tok" for near to 6 years
and by the way
The macdonald outside LIDO is selling milkshake
finally, but thats the only outlet selling, will update if i find out more
作词:陈绮贞
作曲:陈绮贞
编曲:陈建骐
喜欢一个人孤独的时刻 但不能喜欢太多
在地铁站或美术馆 孤独像睡眠一样餵养我
以永无止尽的坠落 需要音乐取暖
喜欢一个人孤独的时刻 但不能喜欢太多
喜欢一个喝著红酒的女孩 在下雨音乐奏起的时候
把她送上铁塔给全世界的人写明信片
像一只鸟在最高的地方 歌声嘹亮
喜欢一个喝著红酒的女孩 但不能喜欢太多
喜欢一个阳光照射的角落 但不能喜欢太多
是幼稚园的小朋友 笑声像睡眠一样打扰我
我们轻轻的挥一挥手 凝结照片的伤口
我喜欢一个阳光照射的角落 但不能喜欢太多
喜欢一个人孤独的时刻 但不能喜欢 太多
today was sure a boring day
thanks to my company's good welfare
i had to work THREE FULL Weekends
I have just finished working the 1st sat sun.
today and tomorrow off, monday tuesday off, damn siannnnnnnnn
today was sure a lonely day
i only sleep eat shit today
the past week was a damn sad week
I screw up my work
think going kanna force to resign liao
help people wash jacket
a 199 dollar jacket also washed till colour all faded
my two cats fight for the 1st time, in the end i got blood all over my arm with many long scratches, i think i need to go for cosmetic surgery liao
even yr gf will say something that she is not obligated to go out with me....
the talk about obligation....
so am I obligated to pay for her handphone bills
so am I obligated to pay for her scv bills
so am I obligated to pay for her trips
maybe i am the world stupidest carrot head.....that had been "tok" for near to 6 years
and by the way
The macdonald outside LIDO is selling milkshake
finally, but thats the only outlet selling, will update if i find out more
旅行的意义
歌手:陈绮贞
歌曲名称:旅行的意义
你看过了许多美景 你看过了许多美女
你迷失在地图上 每一道短暂的光阴
你品尝了夜的的巴黎 你踏过下雪的北京
你熟记书本里 每一句你最爱的真理
却说不出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出在什么场合我曾让你动心
说不出离开的原因
你累计了许多飞行 你用心挑选纪念品
你搜集了地图上 每一次的风和日丽
你拥抱热情的岛屿 你埋葬记忆的土耳其
你流连电影里美丽的不真实的场景
却说不出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出什么场合我曾让分心
说不出旅行的意义
勉强说出你为我寄出的每封信
都是你离开的原因 你离开我 就是旅行的意义
歌曲名称:旅行的意义
你看过了许多美景 你看过了许多美女
你迷失在地图上 每一道短暂的光阴
你品尝了夜的的巴黎 你踏过下雪的北京
你熟记书本里 每一句你最爱的真理
却说不出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出在什么场合我曾让你动心
说不出离开的原因
你累计了许多飞行 你用心挑选纪念品
你搜集了地图上 每一次的风和日丽
你拥抱热情的岛屿 你埋葬记忆的土耳其
你流连电影里美丽的不真实的场景
却说不出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出什么场合我曾让分心
说不出旅行的意义
勉强说出你为我寄出的每封信
都是你离开的原因 你离开我 就是旅行的意义
覺悟了
November 05, 2005
人于人真的有這么難相觸?
那時為何我又囘頭?
我還真是不開心
在傢裏, 在公司, 我縂是喜喜哈哈
難過時卻沒人懂
在我最需要她的時候, 她又再次令我失望
我的心還真是痛, 痛到有如千万只針在刺
我已為我的心應該痲木了
願來我還在期望舍麽
都已經期望了5 年
爲何不在期望下去
...........................
或徐以經覺悟了
那時為何我又囘頭?
我還真是不開心
在傢裏, 在公司, 我縂是喜喜哈哈
難過時卻沒人懂
在我最需要她的時候, 她又再次令我失望
我的心還真是痛, 痛到有如千万只針在刺
我已為我的心應該痲木了
願來我還在期望舍麽
都已經期望了5 年
爲何不在期望下去
...........................
或徐以經覺悟了
crisis?
November 03, 2005
It takes a lot of experience of life to see why some relationships last and others do not. But we do not have to wait for a crisis to get an idea of the future of a particular relationship. Our behavior in little every incidents tells us a great deal.
saw it from stary's blog.....
totally agree and i seem to be waiting for the crisis to happen anytime
though i wanted to stop this upcoming crisis,
but as much as I want, i have gone totally weak and cant pull out any more strength
i had used up all my strength, i seem to be fighting this all alone...
i really need a helping hand
saw it from stary's blog.....
totally agree and i seem to be waiting for the crisis to happen anytime
though i wanted to stop this upcoming crisis,
but as much as I want, i have gone totally weak and cant pull out any more strength
i had used up all my strength, i seem to be fighting this all alone...
i really need a helping hand
很好
November 01, 2005
話越來越少
見面也越來越少
出門也越來越少
為她做的事也越來越少
沒辦法
她要跟她朋友出門
很好
也不知道為舍麽我去換這麽多晚班來配和她做舍麽
這個sat sun跟下個sat sun 都得做工
然道跟她出門已經需要預約?
很好
一句話
她只有需要我的時侯才找我
我真是笨....
Last week I got my 1st compliment from a very happy customer!!
Finally, after working for nearly a year.....
Getting compliment is like finding gold
Getting complain is like drinking water
well, still i feel, i would change job by next year.
Estimated time is after Chinese New Year...
So Deutsche Bank, Bank of New York, Bank of America, Union Bank of Switzerland, Meryl Lynch, and all big banks..... wait for me okie.... i will join u all very soon
見面也越來越少
出門也越來越少
為她做的事也越來越少
沒辦法
她要跟她朋友出門
很好
也不知道為舍麽我去換這麽多晚班來配和她做舍麽
這個sat sun跟下個sat sun 都得做工
然道跟她出門已經需要預約?
很好
一句話
她只有需要我的時侯才找我
我真是笨....
Last week I got my 1st compliment from a very happy customer!!
Finally, after working for nearly a year.....
Getting compliment is like finding gold
Getting complain is like drinking water
well, still i feel, i would change job by next year.
Estimated time is after Chinese New Year...
So Deutsche Bank, Bank of New York, Bank of America, Union Bank of Switzerland, Meryl Lynch, and all big banks..... wait for me okie.... i will join u all very soon