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depress...

November 15, 2005

haiz

i am depressed for exactly 15 days liao

i think i am sick, dunno like that can get MC for depression or not....

this is wat i had google search

Symptoms of Depression

You feel miserable and sad.-----True for 15 days
You feel exhausted a lot of the time with no energy .----False, still got enery to type blog leh
You feel as if even the smallest tasks are sometimes impossible.---False, still can go and pee in the toilet
You seldom enjoy the things that you used to enjoy-you may be off sex or food or may 'comfort eat' to excess.----True, now i dun enjoy anything i do...maybe except for mahjong
You feel very anxious sometimes. ----False, in fact i feel stony
You don't want to see people or are scared to be left alone. Social activity may feel hard or impossible.-----False, i rather go office then be alone.
You find it difficult to think clearly.---True--- i totally cant think
You feel like a failure and/or feel guilty a lot of the time.---True, i didnt seem to achieve anything
You feel a burden to others.----True---i am a useless piece of shit
You sometimes feel that life isn't worth living. ----False.......
You can see no future. There is a loss of hope. You feel all you've ever done is make mistakes and that's all that you ever will do.----True, i had made so many mistakes
You feel irritable or angry more than usual.---True
You feel you have no confidence.---True
You spend a lot of time thinking about what has gone wrong, what will go wrong or what is wrong about yourself as a person. You may also feel guilty sometimes about being critical of others (or even thinking critically about them).---True
You feel that life is unfair.---True
You have difficulty sleeping or wake up very early in the morning and can't sleep again. You seem to dream all night long and sometimes have disturbing dreams.--- False, i sleep like a pig

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