Humiliation?
August 16, 2005
i posted what i feel
i posted how i feel
it was never meant to put anyone down
it was not even meant to humiliate u
though i cant give u sparks or even thunder in this r/s like when we started out
over the years
i gave u stability
i gave u security
i gave u your wants
betrayal or not
it no longer matters actually
the period of the separation was the worst period of my life
and u did it for the sake of your sparks
after the talk with jamie
i know u wanted the sparks
i wanted to give u the sparks again
i asked u which floor is your office on harbourfront
i asked which floor is your office on suntec
irregardless of whether there is any betrayal
the cigerrates triggered it
the circle of trust is broken
the hurt during the separation is irrepariable
and u did nothing to make it better
u just make it worst
the wound got bigger
and my heart died
i posted how i feel
it was never meant to put anyone down
it was not even meant to humiliate u
though i cant give u sparks or even thunder in this r/s like when we started out
over the years
i gave u stability
i gave u security
i gave u your wants
betrayal or not
it no longer matters actually
the period of the separation was the worst period of my life
and u did it for the sake of your sparks
after the talk with jamie
i know u wanted the sparks
i wanted to give u the sparks again
i asked u which floor is your office on harbourfront
i asked which floor is your office on suntec
irregardless of whether there is any betrayal
the cigerrates triggered it
the circle of trust is broken
the hurt during the separation is irrepariable
and u did nothing to make it better
u just make it worst
the wound got bigger
and my heart died